The Whisper Got Louder
When the Signs Got Loud
You ever try to ignore something, and it just keeps circling back? Like a song stuck in your head, but it’s not a melody, it’s a mission. That's what happened when I received my purpose. At the time, I didn't see it as purpose, I saw it as a job I didn’t want. I thought maybe if I kept my head down and minded my business, it would fade. Um....nah.
The whisper got louder.
It showed up through people first. When I started sharing my ideas with those closest to me, I expected excitement. Validation. But what I got instead was side-eyes, hesitation, even silence. They didn’t receive it how I thought they would. And I’ll be honest, that hurt. I wanted support, not skepticism.
But here’s what I’ve learned since. That’s usually how you know you’re carrying something powerful. When God gives you a vision that hasn’t been seen before, it won’t always sound believable to people who haven’t heard it. Their doubt isn’t always disbelief in you per se, it’s disbelief in what they’ve never witnessed. You can’t expect everyone to clap for a calling that wasn’t whispered to them.
Then there were my bills. Every month, my expenses outweighed my income, yet somehow everything got paid. On paper, it didn’t add up. In my spirit, it made perfect sense. Spiritual wealth is a real thing. God was breaking quiet cycles. Doubt, fear, lack all while I was still trying to explain Him with logic.
Running from the Assignment
So, what did I do when it got loud? Tried to outrun it, of course.
“I’m not qualified,” I told myself. That became my favorite excuse. I kept convincing myself that if I ignored the calling long enough, it would find someone else more prepared. Someone with a better résumé, a plan, a budget, and maybe an effin clue.
But let me tell you a little something about assignments from God. They don’t care about your timeline or your résumé. They will pull up unannounced, no call, no text, just, “Hey, you working for Me now.” And they don’t meet you in your comfort zone, oh no...they make you come out of it. Simply put, you can’t ghost a calling. It knows exactly where you are AT ALL TIMES!
And the longer you delay obedience, the longer someone else’s healing remains undone.
The Nudge Everywhere I Looked
And it did. The whispers started following me into my feed. Every video, every quote, every message, it was all speaking directly to my process.
If I was wrestling with self-doubt, there’d be a video saying, “Post the videos, sis.”
If I was overwhelmed by family issues, I’d scroll and find someone saying something about choosing peace over chaos.
I couldn’t escape it. It was like God was sending me daily push notifications saying, “Fear not, I will prepare you but, my child, you cannot hide from purpose.”
Meanwhile, I’m sitting there scrolling, watching my tribe live their best lives, creating, shining, growing while I’m feeling sorry for myself on the sidelines. Every clip felt like both encouragement and conviction.
When a Name Found Me
Funny thing is, I wasn’t even looking for Eurietti. I was trying to come up with a name for a delivery business. I thought of my dad first, then my mom, and somehow landed on Eurietti.
I remember staring at the word thinking, that sounds too good for a courier company. It felt elegant. Bigger. Like it was meant for something creative, something sacred. So, I saved it for later.
That was my first yes, even when I didn’t realize it.
A year later, the delivery business had another name, and Eurietti finally stepped into the light.
Respect the Whisper
Here’s what I’ve learned. It only feels impossible until faith starts talking louder than fear.
The whispers don’t go away, because they weren’t random thoughts, they were instructions from a higher power. So don’t rush to understand the whisper, just honor it.
A healthy fear of God means taking His instructions seriously, even when they don’t make sense yet.
The Lesson
The whisper got louder not to annoy me, but to awaken me. It was never just about building something; it was about becoming someone. Someone obedient. Someone unafraid to create out loud.
So, if you’re hearing that nudge, that idea that won’t leave you alone, don’t run from it. Listen. Write it down. Protect it.
Because the whisper might just be your next chapter trying to get your attention.
And trust me, once you stop fighting it, everything starts aligning.